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My name is Tammy and I've been blogging for over 8 years now. I started blogging because I wanted to share my beauty hauls and lifestyle experiences. I'm also a pro-consumer, which is probably the fire in my life.

This blog is now happily written by the cutest couple you've ever seen. Gareth's Irish while I'm Malaysian. We met in the most unexpected way possible and since then have been in a loving relationship. He loves to eat, drink and try new exciting things (even extreme sports) while I love the quieter things in life, like spas, massages, shopping and beauty! But we have something in common, we both love travelling.
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Fall, Dance & Get Up Again

12.25.2014

let it all go, dance your heart out

Life's lesson is always the hardest to learn. Just when you thought you have survive the greatest hurt in your life. Life comes back haunting you with another lesson. I asked myself why is this happening to me. Did I deserve all this? Why did I believe so easily? Was it all a dream? It would be easier to believe it was all a dream and nothing was real. My question, why did you do all that, make me believe it was real and then leave me in tears.

I know it has been an emotional ride this year for me. Readers, you have not seen me open up myself so much about my life, though still vaguely indescribable I am beginning to be more human than ever. This song - Sia Chandelier, is dedicated to all the women who has been hurt through one way or another. Let the hurt go, be strong, dance all your might and leave it all behind.

After all life's lessons are the hardest. If you survive it, you will survive anything. Including yourself. Merry Christmas.



"Chandelier"
Party girls don't get hurt
Can't feel anything, when will I learn?
I push it down, push it down

I'm the one "for a good time call"
Phone's blowin' up, ringin' my doorbell
I feel the love, feel the love

1, 2, 3, 1, 2, 3, drink
1, 2, 3, 1, 2, 3, drink
1, 2, 3, 1, 2, 3, drink

Throw 'em back 'til I lose count

I'm gonna swing from the chandelier, from the chandelier
I'm gonna live like tomorrow doesn't exist
Like it doesn't exist
I'm gonna fly like a bird through the night, feel my tears as they dry
I'm gonna swing from the chandelier, from the chandelier

But I'm holding on for dear life, won't look down, won't open my eyes
Keep my glass full until morning light, 'cause I'm just holding on for tonight
Help me, I'm holding on for dear life, won't look down, won't open my eyes
Keep my glass full until morning light, 'cause I'm just holding on for tonight
On for tonight

Sun is up, I'm a mess
Gotta get out now, gotta run from this
Here comes the shame, here comes the shame

1, 2, 3, 1, 2, 3, drink
1, 2, 3, 1, 2, 3, drink
1, 2, 3, 1, 2, 3, drink

Throw 'em back 'til I lose count

I'm gonna swing from the chandelier, from the chandelier
I'm gonna live like tomorrow doesn't exist
Like it doesn't exist
I'm gonna fly like a bird through the night, feel my tears as they dry
I'm gonna swing from the chandelier, from the chandelier

But I'm holding on for dear life, won't look down, won't open my eyes
Keep my glass full until morning light, 'cause I'm just holding on for tonight
Help me, I'm holding on for dear life, won't look down, won't open my eyes
Keep my glass full until morning light, 'cause I'm just holding on for tonight
On for tonight

On for tonight
'Cause I'm just holding on for tonight
Oh, I'm just holding on for tonight
On for tonight
On for tonight
'Cause I'm just holding on for tonight
'Cause I'm just holding on for tonight
Oh, I'm just holding on for tonight
On for tonight
On for tonight



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7 comments:

  1. wise said Tammy.. I feel you and up until now i still feel broken inside. But life must goes on. it was indeed the hardest life lesson i've ever had and thanks for it, i manage to be more independent. Happy holiday Tammy :*

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    1. Anis, life surprise us in many ways.. through tears of joy, happiness, sorrow and defeat but we will always stand up, as women... we are definitely the survivors in our own league. Through independence, we discover ourselves, become stronger... I know the hurts of a broken hearted angel, one day we will wake up smiling and not remember it anymore. A thing of the past... you have me in your heart, let's hold hands and brave through this together.

      Happy Holidays my dear, let life lessons make us the best of what we will be in the future.

      A superwoman.

      Love,
      Tammy

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  2. Life is more than a rainbow. The colours gave us undescribe emotions and feeling. Be strong. Only a good and strong one will survive sucessfully. Merry Christmas my dear Tammy.

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    1. Merry Christmas Ella, thank you for being there for me always.

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  3. finally you've watched the video! stay strong okay tammy, no matter what. if u feel like why the shittiest thing is happening to yourself, the cure is to always know that ada orang lain is suffering greater depression than you yet they're still going strong.

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    1. Finally watched the video thanks to you telling me about it. It's what I have been doing in my room.. so it connects to me. The dance is so powerful... yes there's others who are strong in this life, n I will be strong too.

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  4. I feel you once again Tammy...
    This year was a disaster year for me but at the same time i GAINED alot of new friends...the butterflies and my beetalk friends..
    You guyss held me up when i am down.Protect me when I am weak..
    Now it'ss the time to pay you guys back...
    *hugs*...
    althought we just met once....
    But I can feel you sooo much via ur post(either in blog or fb)...
    BAD things will go eventually and GOOD things never stays forever too!
    Live your life fullest for yourself is the most important!

    Cheers Tammy~!!!
    We are stronger than who we actually thought!

    With Love,
    Jean

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